Nueva Vallarta 2007
As with many nights through this pregnancy I have been having INSANE DREAMS!
Many, and by many I mean MOST of them are strange variations of Corey & I meeting for our first time. Most involve us meeting at ‘my dream college campus’ we attended, or at a ‘college party’. Sometimes he does not look like ‘him’ but it is always ‘him’. Sometimes he has dark hair or is short & chubby, but his name is always Corey and I always fall head over heels in love with him the second we meet! Last night he was taller, I was shorter but we looked the same. Weird how dreams work!
Last night I met my husband for the first time again. We met at a bar, and boy was he ‘dreamy’ (pun intended!). We spent the night flirting, smooching in the corner, and very gaga for each other all night. One thing leads to another, and we ended up back at his place (Note: nothing more happened in my ‘dream’ after this point)
Fast Forward 3 months…I had given this ‘dude’ my number and never heard from him after. In the mean time I find out I am pregnant. Shock – gasp – drama! And am not sure how to confront ‘the Dad’. I do see him in the library or on campus from time to time, and we say quick hellos, I throw out the ‘call me soons’ and we are on our way again.
The night most of this dream takes place is at some sort of outdoor festival I was at w/ some of my best girls! It was very spring breakish…and we are all dressed to kill, having a ball (me sober of course w/ baby in tow) and to my utter surprise there he is. At the same bar, talking to my cousin, and….asking for ME! J So he finds me. We sit & chat. He asks me on a date! Eeee! We move to a quiet corner on the patio to talk, we sit & chat forever and he notices how nervous I am. I finally can’t take the pressure & tell him about the pregnancy. And he was in SHOCK (of course). So much so in fact he gets up, and leaves! Jerk. And I just sit there & recount what would I do in his shoes and am crushed because I like him so much. And as I decided pregnant girls do not need to be clubbing – he returns with one pink flower & one blue flower. And lifts me up and gives me a ‘dreamy’ hug & kiss and tells me this will all work out. We sit & smooch & talk & cuddle for the rest of the evening and then I WOKE UP!What a weird dream! But what a cool dream!
I love meeting Corey over & over & over in such weird insane circumstances. I woke up missing my husband, and knowing we have the craziest week ahead of us I will just keep on dreaming of the carefree, pre-baby days until we can find some quiet time to take for each other!
Trish + Corey XOXO
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